Nov 19, 2010

2nd Beta...????

So today I will go for the update blood test and…

Yesterday I start to “YES, FUCKING SPOTTING”!!!! I just hate it!!! I hate BLOOOD, I hate it!!!

I was piss when I saw it on the loo-paper!! I was so angry!!! Not disappointment…Fucking ANGER…..GRADE 10 ANGER….!!I was bursting out in waterworks!!! Come on… I know I am a “super high risk PG women” but why me always?? Fair????? NO!!!!!!!!

I know my family is going to read this, and flip… I am flipping, as I am blogging… Probably I will not pick up the phone today, till I got my Beta.. Late afternoon.

How wonderful will a pregnancy be without any problems…what about a breeze in the park??? What about just to enjoy a pregnancy???

3 comments:

  1. Myn liewe vriendin Cstelle♥
    Ek skryf pas nou omdat ons 'n week op reis was. Ek bid verder vir jou en bly jy getrou lees en ondersteun.
    Baaie kisses, heel liefdevol
    Nadja

    xxxxxxxxxxx

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  2. Dankie Nadja!!!
    Ek het jou gemis!! Waarheen was die reis gewees?? Eks mal oor rond reis!!

    Mooi bly!!!
    Cstelle

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  3. Ai Cstelle! Ek stem saam, kan dinge nie net vir 'n slag glad verloop nie! Ek hoop en bid alles is nog reg met jou kleinding! Ek hoop jou beta het ten minste verdubbel!

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