Apr 29, 2016

due to all drama's on the photo shoot day Í got these beautiful pics!!!
Look how big they are?? I look at them and wonder is this my kids???
This is so peaceful
My adorable family xxx
Besties 4 ever !!
                                               Love this one !!!!!
My baby!
Special thanx to my friend Heidi from Crazy Pixels

Apr 22, 2016

Last Friday the 15 of April it was our 16th anniversary !! Whoop whoop stilll going strong!!!

My dear friend offer to babysit for the night so we can have a date night ( always hard for me to leave my kids, it was their 3 sleep out)

 Luv took the day leave we have had a few appointments and then book in Santos express.... and yes it's a backpackers!! you sleep in a train. very cool and I suppose not everyone's first choice  but we love backpackers and we can walk to restaurants and have drinks.

I have thousands of photos of my kids but I realize that we only took a fam photo nearly 4 years ago!!! and now it the last when my kids will look cute with innocence and all of their own teeth without freckles! after this they will change into toothless aliens!

So we book into the train kids think it was super cool. The train is on the beach...
You can see the train in blue in the back!

This is where the day change into chaos!! Kids want to go to the beach, quickly...

O this is so much fun.......and next this is what happen...
swimming with their pants with hair full of sand!!!

after this I remember it's a backpackers they don't provide towels!! and we don't have any!! so Luv took them for a shower and I got two very small  blankies   which did not absorb any water and the kids hair look horrible we could not get the sand out!!

and I did not pack a hairdryer.....and we nearly late for our long due photo shoot on a nearby beach!!
Why are we always so all over and then I realize that this is just us!!!

We put Nika's head out of the window to dry her hair!! just like I did for my matric farewell years ago, and then  we hit the beach.

The twins was just running around and picking up stuff on the beach. Taking photos was the last on their brains. It was chaotic!!!!!
I am too scared the ask the girl how our fam pic's look like!!
The shoot end with Nika stepping on a blue bottle!!!
She scream like a pig!!! and we did not have any thing with us after all we went for a shoot not emergency!!
all that help was Luv peeing on his out daughters foot!!
What a family-shoot!!!!
but due to dramas and chaos in our life we made it to 16!!
Dear Luv you are my all!! love you lots xxxxxxx

Apr 12, 2016

for the  last 2 months....geewhizz it took months we are two days away from finishing all the left behind 5 years stuff.. We put in new windows cause the one in was at there last. When it rain mt house was wet! due to rotten wooden windows.

The inside of the house needed to be paint cause after 10 years the walls was bubbling up and in need of a redo.

With chaotic babies growing in to kids most of stuff got throw in the cupboards just to create more chaos..... but it work.

so I was surround by people coming and going in my house. Hammering, painters people on the roofs, idiots invading my space and I hate it!!! other people was all day just where I look. It freak me!!!! but it need to be done. it took so long cause then it rain we nee to stop next its a holiday and then we need to stop.....

The painter I fire after I told him not to spill paint on my floors and the one day when I saw the mess I fired him which mean I paint in day time when I got the time and Luv help after 9 at night when the house was in silence. We paint one night till 2 the morning and the other at 1 . We nearly died. But we did it.

My house was always very colorful I love it!! but if you see it now????  the same colour all the walls.... its so not me !!!!!!! but I think I need this need calmness in my life!! how long the calmness will last I will see.

I took room for room and change everything that was in need .

Today was the first day with no one in my space...... it felt great!!!

soon I will post some pics of my calm-house.... I took of everything on my walls so it will take  time to get it all in place again!!