Jan 31, 2014

My last few days of the 30”s is slowly but defiantly passing by now.

Most women don’t want to get older, but I am seeing so forward to it. Just for the simple reason, I want normal 40ties! It’s like a new era that have arrives.

My whole fucking 30’s was jam-pack-full of hormones, fertility treatments, doctors, sitting in receptions, hospitals, pregnancies, miscarriage, tears. The only highlight  of the 30ties was the suro-journey and the twins!!

But now the 40ties wait and that means a normal life! A life full of what a family do. A life which we can plan as we go, not a life that circle around cycles and money for treatments and what ever shit.

If I look at myself I can see the scars the 30ties have left on my body...hormone  treatment where not helping my waistline. Laparoscopies have let my tummy look like a carving scene. Stress and horror have left me with daily more grey hair. The effect of pregnancies on my body have left me with paining joints.

And the last two years I was just playing the best job in the world, FULL TIME MOMMY! That means now more me-time which left me  looking-like a wreck!

The end of last year I discover I’ve got an ‘EAR-WRINKLE’ whoooooo I was nearly dying when I saw that!! An ear wrinkle! I always thought just old people have them!! But the worse on that was I’ve got an ‘BOOB-WRINKLE’ too!!!! Then you ancient!!!!
      Mine are not this bad yet! bad I seen them

Suro-sus had just a laugh because she has never heard of an ear or boob wrinkle! Till I show then. The boob wrinkle are this wrinkles between your boobs!! ( more cleavage wrinkles but I call them boob’one)

So the 30’s have also age-me physical !

That’s why I am seeing so forward to the 40’s they defiantly can’t be that heavy on me. The 40’s will be the best ever!! That’s why I am planning a celebration party! To welcome the 40’s

Jan 29, 2014

our camp site

We went camping this past weekend ....and whooo its was great!! Kids think is was best ever. The whole tent and”braai” and play were wonderful.

There were 3 swimming pools with different  temperatures and that was a bonus! Because we could not take the kids for swimming lessons since they babies( due to at the town we live... nobody do baby classes)

We took them, ourselves and did allot of effort and its pay off now. They love being in the water. Love jumping from the side with the heads under the water. And they will swim alone with their water rings.

Nika are like me, we don’t mind cold water and Wium and his father is the sissies, only warm water, please!!! Wium refuse to even put his toe in cold water. And when his cold he wants to hibernate!! He wants to sleep.

The place we camp at, have allot of animals!! A real kids dream.

We are wonder why we did not do this for a long time.... and realize, its because our kids only start sleeping through the past month and only now we’ve got our energy back!!  More and more of our “old life” are coming back.

Look at all the rabbits!
We love swimming
The was the "practise Camp" the weekend before, in our garden
The barbeque-king with his helper.

Jan 22, 2014

  The beginning of the year is always such a mad rush, so many thing to get organized and I have my party too, I am best at last minute-organizing but things don’t always work out like that!!

I have been to my parents for a few days while Luv was on work-stuff. I always miss his extra pair of hands! Kids just love it on the farm. They  have loads of space and all they want to do is play. They have start riding balance bikes and my brother lend his kids bikes for the twins.... they were like glue on the bikes. If   I have give them permission they would take the bikes to bed.

Nika are your more care full-driver , you can just laugh while watching he, she got her own way and  think its dam fast!!! Wium is the hell driver!!! And what he has learn... to show off can be cruel!!! He had a hell of a fall!


He love riding with his” oupa” on the farm on all that have an machine.

I did swim allot in this heat and it’s amazing to see how great they are doing in the water. They are not arrived, which is good and bad. Nika love her little swim ring and NOBODY must touch her she want to swim on her own. Wium don’t want a swim ring he wants to jump and swim like his nephew!!( who are 5!) but i’ts nice to see how they manage the little things we learn them in the water.


.... and the best AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They are sleeping through, BOTH!!!!! Every night..... did not think this will ever happen!! Jippeeee

The past weekend we did camping in our garden to test-drive-our-rotten-old-camp skills! Kids have had a bliss! So from now on we will do some camping again!.

And Monday it was 6 years ago when I lost my two little boys!! I always hate the day and with Luv not being with me .... I felt very edgy the whole day!!!

Jan 14, 2014


HI Everyone!!! Welcome back !! and as you can see I am back again after a wonderful break. Always sorry if the nice ended and it’s back to normal again.

May you all have  wonderful 2014 with lots a amazing moments and loads of happiness. May all your dreams come true and may you all be bless xxxxx

I am always seeing forward to the beginning of a new year its like starting  a blank new page.

This year I am stepping into the 40’s ( still can not believe I am that old now, but after infertility have stole my whole 30’up, this is realitly) and I do have big dreams for this year !!!!


This past few weeks we as  a family have had the most wonderful time . swimming , beaching, walking, sleeping and just have fun times with our wonderful kids and fam and friends.
                           VIP Twins in their private Jacuzzi with a view
                                    Just loving their private sand-pit
                                     Late afternoon beach-visits
                                       Suro-sus visit us-coffee time
                                Dad show them an octopus on the rocks
                         You can not catch me!!! I am safe in dad's arms...
Happy Times