So today I will go for the update blood test and…
Yesterday I start to “YES, FUCKING SPOTTING”!!!! I just hate it!!! I hate BLOOOD, I hate it!!!
I was piss when I saw it on the loo-paper!! I was so angry!!! Not disappointment…Fucking ANGER…..GRADE 10 ANGER….!!I was bursting out in waterworks!!! Come on… I know I am a “super high risk PG women” but why me always?? Fair????? NO!!!!!!!!
I know my family is going to read this, and flip… I am flipping, as I am blogging… Probably I will not pick up the phone today, till I got my Beta.. Late afternoon.
How wonderful will a pregnancy be without any problems…what about a breeze in the park??? What about just to enjoy a pregnancy???