What a week!!! Last week I was in pain for 2 daysI could not stand, I could not lay, I could
Thursday morning from 3 o’clock I was up walking around in
the house due to this pain, I vomit and sweat.... but we have planneda off day so I drink pain killers and off we
went. I went for a haircut ( after months) and took some photos with the kids (
chaos, they did not want to leave their sleeping toys or their bottles!! And Nika
just wanted to chill on a couch) and then we did shopping and took the kids for
a swim getting home at 20h00.
The pain was back and so I drink pills again. Was up all
night and Friday morning I was at a birthday party ( I felt like shit) went
home phone the doctor.... Pain was getting worse so Luv fetches me and off we
go to my doctor. I just through stuff in the car and there we go. I was so
scared it was a cyst again..... Scans show nothing, thanx no theatres for
me.Look like it was my intestines or
kidneys giving problems.
So with more painkillers we hit the shops and went to
friends.When we want to drive back(
hour and half) at 20h00. The pain was back full force!! And now its this should
we stay or go!!! We stay I was too scared to get home and need to drive all the
wayback. Thanx to great friends!! It was
not planned but we always enjoying seeing for dear friends. xxxx
With loads of pills I passed out in bed, waking with now pain
the next morning what a relief!!! Something inside was back to normal again.
And then yesterday, Nika is
cutting her last teeth, and she start to vomit!! And vomit!! And today she was
feeling so weak, shame poor thing!! Hopefully we finish with all these, “sicky-noncense
wonder you wait till it’s this time of year before you want to start finish
everything you have juststart when2013 show his colours.
I am busy
with all that did-not-do-stuff!!!
We have made
a few changes in our home for better organizing and more order in this “House
two years I have time to do some gardening at last. And with all the rain we
have had ,my garden are looking great again. There is still loads of work but
we have start. The “WE” are me and my two helpers. They just love to be outside
and planting and working in the garden.
things just pop up in your life, that open up long time memories and thoughts.
was one of those weeks...like one of my friends always say at parties the women
can only talk or must I say moan about their kids ( they mostly not even look
after all the time) their house helpers ( who mostly do all the stuff they suppose to do) and their Husbands!! These are mostly boring to me to listen at. And
if they pregnant it’s like a FULL BLAST TRADAGY in their life. I must listen to
they had bad the 2 months struggling to get knock !!!! How extremely nausea
they are!! And the tiredness. Poor shame idiots!! And it was there decision to
get pregnant, but now it’s all this moan. This poor baby must feel like a total
failure doing this to poor stupid mommy.
reading an article a girl writes for a magazine. With her first pregnancy she sleep the whole
day ( yes she don’t work or anything it’s only then when you can sleep all day)
and now the baby is 18 months and she is pregnant again( planned) and now she don’t
have time to sleep ALL DAY and its not right to the new born, so she is getting
someone to look after baby then she can sleep! ( Have you ever) and she is
complaining all the way. Do this ass ever think that there are millions of
other girls how need to work all day, still need to do things at home and have
other kids at home and they pregnant too. They cope and enjoy life. Why do you
want to be pathetic?? And a sorry-suzy?? Shame, these poor kids to have mothers
like these!! I can only say good luck!!
listening to talks like this when I think of years of struggling, heaps and
heaps of hormonal meds that get pumping into you. The nausea of weeks ( and it’s
not due to pregnancy) the hours and hours spend at waiting rooms. The days and
days you need to sit out in life because you busy with treatment.
be grateful if life, have give you the easy-baby-card and enjoy the most
wonderful miracle that life can give you.
All the effort to get this two, was all worth it!!!