Apr 13, 2017

It's holiday and KKNK Art Festival and We love it. Now that the kids are bigger things are slowly getting better!!

Nika was the party girl that dance all the time ( I think she wanted a free cd)

very boring to the other one!!! he sleep!

as you can see the kids have had fun and we spend hours doing their stuff, but who cares!!
then we did the parents shows.... and the kids love it as well. We also watch a show from Holland very mind blowing!
and in South Africa people just love making fire!! and the twins help!
Once a year this is my creative outing!! tot the KKNK. in the four days we attend I only saw out host two quick times. Luckily they love shows just as much!! see you next year..

Mar 31, 2017

This is me in hospital!!! and guess what not for my arms of legs or anything else but....women stuff!!!!  as you all know my freaking uterus are A BITCH!!!!!!!!

All the babies that think then could enter by uterus need to be wipe out by the dam bitch.... and she if not wiping babies out  monthly she made me bleed nearly till death!! I got periods as heavy as storms!!
I am so ready for this!!!!!!

So after the second ectopic, they put a Mirena in ( its for contraception!!!) but as I need zero contraception mine was put is to minimize my periods!!

Check!!! you can move the emergency caesarean in before me!! I love to wait!!!

....so after the Mirena the bleeding was less( not gone) and then one day "The Bitch" was back, thinking who the hell have intrude me?????  You must be OUT!!!! cause I am a bitch!!! so she start to bleed!!!!!

From December she start, January we ( DR, the kids ( they always with due to lack of babysitter) and me ) took the Mirena out cause at this stage I bleed EVERYDAY!!  I went on the pill , but the bitch is furious!!! and the pill did not work a bit. For four months I BLEED!!!

Yesterday I went for a endometrial ablation! Show they can bomb my lining away!!! and remove a sist!!  Hope this will be the last seen of periods!!!!

They were so glad mom was out and alive!!!! Mom do feel a bit whonkey!

Mar 17, 2017

Time fly, don't everyone not knowing that???

In my mind what I see when I look at my kids is this....

but last night when I look at my twins fast asleep I saw..... two huge kids, not babies, not toddlers but two huge, long monsters I not recognize as my babies, and I want to sob!!!!

cause I have just deliver their documents for their new school of next year need for GRADE ONE!!!!!

This is shocking!!!
   NO not my babies!!

I am going to cry my eyes out, my soul will be crash when I saw my babies in school clothes next year.
                                     ... and it's only me that will miss them....

Mar 10, 2017


Yes I was so not on my blog for awhile!! and so much have happen.... we have had school athletics

and they just love this 3 second race.... and now they need to wait a year to do this again!!.

and it was my Birthday!! 43 yes it look as if I am maturing now!! geez and I don't feel this ancient!!

... and through all of daily stuff we are busy with my BOOK!!!! it took forever but I suppose this is what happen if you want to write a book with twin-tiredness-less sleep-concentrating ect!! not that easy!. This was one late night correcting and double checking!!

                                                             and there was fun times!!

                                and we slip from school with a day with fun with mommy!!

                          and this brave girl did ear piercing for the second time !!

                                                            Mom I did it!!!!

                               and in between I did proof reading again and again and again!!!!!

                    the great news....... we will start the  printing process next week!
                                            exciting and nerve rocking!!!

Feb 9, 2017

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Jan 30, 2017

The beginning of last year, a car was following me when I came from doing shopping in town. I did not recognize the car and was wondering who the hell this person is, after I made a few ditches to lost the car on my tail.


At last when stopping at home a women jump out asking if she can please buy my twin pram! My first reaction was … Are you mad I still used it and I just love my pram!! I know my babies was already 4 years old But… No I am not ready to let go of my pram!!

So I told her we still used it on occasions, ye 3 times this past year ( she don’t need all the info) but I will let her know the moment I was ready to sell it.

Then every now and then she send and text, can I buy the pram, with me saying after the December holiday we will make the call. And I will let her know when.


So on the holiday she ask AGAIN!!! As you can see she really WANT MY PRAM.

 Hubby said let it go and me … NO I am not ready!!


So then she text me, my kids are going home in a weeks’ time and they want the pram. SO I said! You can have it come and fetch it on the 2 nd of January.

I thought the morning of the 2nd I am going to put the twins in their pram which I adore and make a last ride and probably ball my eyes out!!.

But the morning of the 2nd with a house full of sleepover friends at 8 the morning , everyone still in PJ’s I got the call, I and standing infront of your house!


What a shock !!!  was mentally prepare for this! My Pram are going to be someone else pram,

I cried with  this people watching me, It was one of the most emotional things to let go after!!!

But my twins are 5 years old and I still think of them as babies!!

Jan 18, 2017

SOME FUN xmas pics!

Our sweetea pie just love swimming!!

...we all just want to do kids stuff no matter what age!

we wrap my mom's own bike and put in under the tree!  you can just think all the guessing that went on who's like lucky one getting n bike!! big fun!!

we don't do prezzies only for your kids, put funny things get collect during the year and then pitch underneath the tree........ look what I got!!!!! till now I still don't know what this is!

very surprise!!!

We all got swim caps!!

the whole bunch together