Jun 28, 2017


Haloo I was not gone-missing-sleeping-immigrating or what else…. I was just so busy with my book!!!

 

Wowwww      wowwwww    Wowww, It took me by surprise with just so many people that wanted my book!

I still are abit in a bubble of what??? Did I realy did it???? Gollie Gush! And the feedback took the wind out of my sails!

 

I think while writing there was a certain aspect you wanted for the readers.  You hope they don’t find your book boring…think it was total crap! And then you get all of these texts and emails and calls of what they think about it.

For two weeks I was in some shock and it took me back to how damm hard this journey was and to get the feedback of how many women out there is feeling so freaking alone on this road they have been stuck too!!

A BIG THANX to all of you who bought my book!!!!

BIG NEWS!!!!! BIG NEWS!!!!! BIG NEWS!!!!!
 
 

My book are on Amazon Kindle.

 The Paperback are not ready due to the publishers that struggle to get it uploaded the right way. It is in process and will be ready hopefully soon.

Or you can order it with me.

 

Just drop me an email zeroguarantees@gmail.com

Jun 5, 2017

Thanx for the overwhelming response to my book!!! I can only say thank you all!!



 
 
 
as you can see, one blue balloon is missing!! this is what happen when you takes photos with kids and balloons...."mommy there goes the blue balloon" but after all who wants to live in a perfect world!!
 
Something amazing that happen the day after the release...
 
6years ago when I lost the last baby with the ectopic pregnancy, I nearly died and my body when into shock. Then I realize I have lost some of my memory. I could not remember names , places ect. It was bad for me but what can you do?? I suppose sometimes your body block some stuff. And then the day after the release...
 
My memory can back after 6 years!!! I miracle!!
 
So to have write the book was meant to be ... It was a setting free!!
 
 
Drop me an email at zeroguarantees@gmail.com if you want to know about my book. 

May 24, 2017


 
At last my book that I was busy with are finish, done, have-come-to-end have reach the final!

Why I have write this book:

#         this is my release!!

#         to release all the emotions that have infected my body for so many

            Years!

I have write this book to set myself FREE, to RELEASE me from years of infertility that toxified me, my body and my soul.

 

#         It was something I just needed to do for myself.

#         it’s for my kids to read in future to see how much I wanted them

 

and if one person in this caught-up- infertility-world feel less alone

 

                                                IT WAS ALL WORTH IT!!

 


The day I received my first hard copy of the book I cried for two days non-stop. It was this huge relieve!! On Friday I have received my printed books (I know this sound like bragging, but I am so damn proud of myself!). Wow I did it!!

And since Friday so much have happened (will tell you later), so much releasing have happened. I still cannot believe it! I actually want to do a warrior dance!!

And this is what’s it’s all about:
 
 

 

Imagine stepping into the shoes of someone who is diagnosed with infertility and is unable to start a family. Imagine how the situation captures your whole life: your friendships, your emotions, bank account and your marriage. It make you feel expose. It diminishes the way you think about yourself and finds you peeing on sticks all the time with a forced and sad smile plastered on your face after hearing of yet another pregnancy announcement. You get caught up in the world of doctors, needles, specialists, tests, medication, bloodwork, time, constant uncertainty, pain and waiting. You will dread the question, “so when are you having a baby?”

This was my world for ten long years. A world of whirlwind emotions: Emotions of hope, denial, grief, bargaining, anger, depression, sadness and acceptance.

 

…and against all odds….against all logic… YOU STILL HAVE HOPE!

 

This was the balloon release we did on Friday, the balloons was for all the babies I have lost. 10 white and two blues one for my boys.
 

I have self-publish so at this stage the book are available from me, only in South Africa, for R190 plus R50 postage.

Drop me an email if you want a copy.

zeroguarantees@gmail.com
 

 

I am busy with the process of uploading it on Amazon and hopefully it will be available soon for everybody over the border. Will let you know as soon as it is available.
 
 
 
 
               through all the emotions we had fun too

May 22, 2017

Soon my book will be available!!!!

May 21, 2017


Whoop Whoop Whooopppppp

      days................................

May 3, 2017


SO at last… on the 25 of April my first hard copy of my book arrive at my home!!!

I cried from the minute I set eyes on the book!

It was sooo freaking emotional for me!!!
 

 

To see the final product after years, to know how much have been put into this project. Hours and hours, days and days, years and years…. And so many emotions!!!

This book I have write to get closure on my years of infertility. This is my setting free and to embrace new life!!
 

I am so excited!!!!!!

So we can start to print….

Apr 13, 2017

It's holiday and KKNK Art Festival and We love it. Now that the kids are bigger things are slowly getting better!!

Nika was the party girl that dance all the time ( I think she wanted a free cd)

very boring to the other one!!! he sleep!

 
 
 
 
as you can see the kids have had fun and we spend hours doing their stuff, but who cares!!
 
then we did the parents shows.... and the kids love it as well. We also watch a show from Holland very mind blowing!
 
 
and in South Africa people just love making fire!! and the twins help!
 
 
Once a year this is my creative outing!! tot the KKNK. in the four days we attend I only saw out host two quick times. Luckily they love shows just as much!! see you next year..