Jul 21, 2019



Holiday vibes


Our family went on holiday for the school holiday, it was a super bliss!! Just having the kids 24/7 at my side. Doing stuff together and have loads of laughs.


The first day was a super- loooooooong drive… getting up and in the car at 2h00 the morning and only getting to our destination at 19h30. With kids asking all the time…How far??? Must say my ass was lame after sitting all day. But as we always saying to the kids if you want to get some places you need to sit ..utter boring.
                      


 We went camping in the KRUGER  NATIONAL PARK, it’s on the top of many tourist, visiting South Africa. My husband just love wild life and the kids too.

We stayed in Letaba ( one of the camps) for a week. It was not our first visit to the KRUGER, but it was nice this time to stay in one place all the time, otherwise all you do is putting campsite up and down the whole day.


We saw loads of animals!! Lions in all the ways, Leopards, Cheetahs, Elephants, Zebras, Giraffes, mostly all the animals. Because you only allow to drive at 50 km per hour it’s nice to get out of the rat race of daily life just cruising and looking at nature at its BEST.


At night the kids were looking for scorpions with the “scorpion blue light” pretty cool as the get like florescent when the light shine on them. They are sitting in the trees, not as I was thinking running on the ground at night. Pretty scary!


What was very cool was the Kids Club that the Kruger have in the holiday.

There was Kids game drives where the kids and a guide went looking for animals while playing animal bingo, super cool!! just for R 40 . Best value for money.


At night they went on Night walks with Pepsi the guide searching for night life and learning about it.


They made so many nice friends and as the kids have fun we had a nice time too.  

And the best part we all love is being outside in the warm weather!

Jun 4, 2019


Funny how quickly you get suck up into different worlds-time slots-stages of where you are in your life.

When I was still a kid, older-ancient people was telling “time fly” and for kids it don’t feel like that….. cause it take ages to get from one bday to the next bday!!

School holidays just feels as if it will never come…



…and then you are that older-ancient-person…and you realize TIME FLIES!!!

You just don’t have any time for yourself, to get yourself smuck-up, presentable to hit the day, you constantly watching the clock to not be late, for school, work, after hours meet ups. Cleaning the house, giving the pets food, giving you kids food who are more or less hungry ALWAYS!! Getting homework done, getting everybody through the bath in their beds . Just to get the house at night all clean up, get showered and fell down on the coach…. With an extremely tired body and mind with no extra fuel left for ANYTHING…accept a few hours sleep to start  the next day race.

That is the reason why there is no blogs posts for 2019 !!! what a shock…. But reality!! And do you know how much I miss blogging…..just to write it down,  get it  out!! All this crap, that sometimes infected this pudding brain.

This blog start up as a infertile-struggling-story with not much hope for years….few journeys to reach my dreams…and then I become a mommy!

From time to time now I want to blog again about things we do as a family, struggles we neat to overcome, funny things that happen in your lives. And dealing what’s going on in this brain of mine, things I am dealing with, worry about, and things I need to get of this old back of mine.

You can join me if you want…



Dec 21, 2018

and so 2018  have only a few days left!! it have gone by in a zip!

we had loads of fun this years!
we started a new chapter of school this year....

we did something new..
it was school concert....
we play sport...
and we chill......

it was a year with so much happening en we where so blessed in so many  ways!!

now its time to rest before we take 2019 by its horns!!



Dec 7, 2018


TIME….. was one of the things this year I realise was “a thing” that have a influence of everything.

 This year time was flying by with a hell of a speed! Its feels like yesterday when I drop the twins for their first day of school and with a blink of my eye, they finish their first grade !! with so much things that have happen in their life’s. 

It was the first year in years that I have sort a lot of stuff in my life out. I could organise more, and I could get things done that have been on my life for years and years now.

Because time was whooping pass and I daily new that every step of my kids life I don’t want to miss out on a single thing. I was so busy enjoying every single second of my kids.

 If I only remember how long 10 years of infertility feel…it was forever ! and now 7 years with kids feels like a few months. I know that every phase pass and I want to make most of it all! It sad that they grow fast and before I knew it they will be longer than me.

Every morning for school I took them in their sleep and carry them down stairs to get wake for school and the last day of the this years school with lot of effort I realise that this will probably be the last, cause they getting to heavy for me now. Sob sob !!!

It was only this week that I realise that I don’t get time to blog anymore, and I there was a time when this blog was so part of my life. But there was just not time and loads of other factors that play apart. 

But I hope next year I will have more time to pop some stories or things on my blog.

Sep 7, 2018

Never give up on your dreams !!

Aug 7, 2018

Gee whizzzzz, it's been a long time since I have post a thing.

I have been sick for nearly 3 months, feeling the worst ever !! I was feeling horrific most of the time. With all the cough-sneeze-snotties-having-zero-energy and still need to do all the things that needed to be done at home. Kids school activities, making food for the family, kids homework and sport.....I dread being sick!!


at last we found the cure for being sick at last!!

so the last 3 week I am me at last!! with loads of work that have been left behind!! but here I am!!

We are in the 3rd quarter of this school year and boy it have been full of challenge and the keep twins happy was not all smile and fun.

I look at them and think why do they need to be this big already!! ( I still cry every time I hold someone's baby in my arms!)

this is mommy"s little netball player
 
On his way to score!

Weekends are still their favorite!!!

 


May 23, 2018

In this weeks Vrouekeur Magazine my story of "How my dreams come true"