You all know by now my nerves and emotions are on the edge… It’s like I just cannot concentrate on ANYTHING at all!!! I was seeing forward the whole of last week to go cycling this morning, and when I got the text "where are you??" I could not believe I totally forgot about it, TOTALLY!!! and the best is, its highlighted in my diary.
Got a call from Suro-sus this morning…
“ I was sitting on my couch and the next moment it feels like I am peeing in my pants! And when I got to the loo there was blood!!! “ ( It feels like I want to scream!!! I don’t want you to go through what I have been through, time after time!!)and it is just unbelievable that our pregnancies cannot just be normal!!!!
So she rushes to her Doctor and he did a scan… yes as we suspect it is/was twins!!
The one is exact where it needs to be, 5 weeks and they could see a fetal- pole, but it’s too soon for a heartbeat. The other one is not looking good. Look like a vanishing twin. The blood is better but only time will tell. Have to say it rock me a lot!!
My Fs wants to see us now on Monday (6weeks) for the scan, to see what is happening. I think that will help a lot. The poor sisters at the clinic's nerves are up for us!!
With all in me I hope the pregnancy will end up in a baby, I so badly want!!
I also went for Reflex today and the girl said everything in me is not working, so I need to detox. I think after all the hormones and emotions my body is screaming for help!!