A friend of mine is busy doing an IVF right now, and although I have my own babies now I still have friends who is busy with their TTC journeys and I am still following their stories and hopes for the future.
I have been so many years busy with it, that now with my friend, it’s like dealing with it, feeling her feelings and having her hopes.
I was waiting for her day 1, counting the day till day 8, waiting to hear how many follicles she have, nerving-up for the retrieval of the eggs, waiting for the call of how many eggs...
And from the moment I have heard that they have start, All I can think of is PLEASE LET THIS BE IT FOR THEM, PLEASE!!!!!!! Please!!!!!!
Its the one thing you so badly want it, to be!! And it is the one thing you have NO control over. It is out of your hands you can just, HOPE.
I wish I was a fairy with a magic wand, who can give babyless-women babies!!
Sometimes I wish I can let disappear all the heartache, sorrow and tears of so many women out there...