April is the months with loads of looooooong weekends, and we have arrive home after another long one . From Friday till Tuesday we have been away...and allot have happen again in my life...there is always allot happening.

The beginning of April I have been for my yearly Gyni-check-up,  I have tell you about the whole story...bla the contraceptive.... the nice egg on my tubeless-side....well...

I know my reproductive-body so good, and last week I just feel O-so-preggies!!

While sitting at my PC I skype Luv “ Hey I think I am pregnant AGAIN!! Congrats you are going to be a daddy!!” he replying hahahah again!!.

When he hit home that afternoon I tell him ..I am pregnant, I just know it!!  Tomorrow I will do I home test.

More on me and home tests.... after all these years I am not a Pee-on-a-stick-addict! I just did it on the suro-ivf-journey and I have an spare one for maybe.

The nine times I have been pregnant was tested by blood test. So on paper I have been pregnant 9 times. I real life I am scared to know the number,,,its many times.  But now after we have had the twins I have tell Luv if ever I got this I think I am pregnant, I will do a home test, just to see. Because alllllllllllll the kizillions of other times, I just will have wait till my “late-periods” arrive.

So Thursday night just before I took a shower, I thought.....I am 100000000% sure I am Pregnant, I am not going to wait till tomorrow, and did the peeing-stick thing......with and immediately double stripes!! I went to Luv and show him and we start laughing!!! Because it was the tubeless-side, my changes where zero ( my FS ones told me he have seen it happen ones, how nobody know) but the egg slip in the back door. 5 weeks pegnant.

We could not sleep that night ...because of excitement !!!!!!!

Just to start bleeding on Sunday.....a MISCARRIAGE AGAIN!!

So my reproductive -insides.. is still on strike!!!  But for the first time it was not THAT BAD, because I have 2 wonderful little babies. It took the edge off!