To everyone reading this blog of mine, 2014 is about to reach the end, and this mean it is family time. Me, Luv and the twins are going to take a break and I will only be back in a month’s time.

I am seeing forward to a relax, happy and chill time. I think I am going to take a break with zero phone, zero TV and zero people who make me negative.

 

So Happy time I am about to meet you!!!

 

May you all have a wonderful time!!!!! See you next year!!!

It was my nephew's wedding, next to a river. And all the family attend! And did we have fun!!! It was one of the most enjoyable weddings ever- cause it was great chill out and the venue was wonderful!!!

                         To be wed.....and the kids think it was a beach party!

                                             the people that make my heart beat with love

                                             Wium and his precious tummy-aunty

Mr and Mrs Burger

Me and Sus taking a break

..And the fam-clan !

The kids have been riding balance-bikes for most of this year and now ask for BIG BIKES. We decided to give it for Xmas but then they ask every single day, millions of times, so we write letters and went to post it.

 

While sitting in the road taking a break after a  bike-ride they said. We wish the Christmas man can bring our bikes.

It’s then when I told them I think I saw something in our garden, they run around and when coming around a corner. THERE WAS THE BIG BIKES!!!

I got tears in my eyes when I saw their faces of WOW can this be true!!! They were so excited ....and now all we do is...

 

 

Big bikes!!!!!! Nika think hers are so beautiful all she wants to do is sit on it all day!!.

When I look at them all I can think of is, they so big now!

Look the big steps towards the bike

Wow can this be for real?? mommy??

Very proud!!

This all he wanted!!

Tuesday night we have had a Christmas night at our home. I collect soft toys for kids in need. When I look at my kids and see how touch they are with their favourite toy, the “MOUSE” it’s their ALL in LIFE. Then I can just think how terrible it must be if kids have nothing!!

I put up 6 trees with decorations, lights, candle light and loads of flowers. It was like a fairy night! And a huge success!

Someone sing and then and actress perform a show. Afterwards the people picnic in my garden.

It was a beautiful night and so much thanx for all the soft toys. I collect over 100!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

All these are going to make so many hearts happy!!!

 

 

I think I would love  a calm, relax, organize, silent sound peaceful environment.

I must be so nice, and the more and more I try to tend to “that” “life”. The more and more my world turn out to be chaos, un-organize, full of things around me, noise ....noise.... noise all day!

It’s like I cannot operate without it, but I also cannot operate with it.

And the moment things are total freaky, I will give the twins something to do like cutting paper ( which leave my whole house with 1000000 of pieces of paper) or please paint , cause I need to do something and when I look they have paint my walls....

This is spinning me out, but I think I need it, it’s my personality. And now I have allot to organize.

3 months ago I book a woman for a house show...at MY home. This is the house where I have NO help I need to do everything myself.

And I live to overdo everything I touch. So what about a I Chrismas my house... and now my overfull house are even more ‘Full-with things-hanging-from-the-ceiling’ my garden have Xmas trees in it. And the lights are all over. And  as I look around I wonder how the hell will all be finish before Tuesday???

But I can’t wait!!! For my Xmas-Garden-house-full-of 50-sqeeze-in-people-having –a-night”

 

 So hell-bells...Bring on the chaos!!!

When I was young growing up on a farm, I just love all the activities that go on around.

            

And now I love to take the kids too different doings to see how things work and to have a look at a different life. I want to expose my kids to everything possible that’s interesting.

 

And now in our area it’sharvesting time of the wheat. Friday “I phone a friend” and after work off we go to see how it’s been done.

 

 

The kids were asleep when I call them, like one man they jump up and say yeeeee we are going to grandpa!! Just look at the connection they made. The husband’s name sound like my father’s.

As we enter the wheat lands they was so excited!. We went for a ride and the kids were running around. They were having so much fun, and mommy nearly die. I get allergic from it. I look terrible with so much tears and snot. Took me two day to recover, but it’s was worth it.

 

The week away was a bliss, and hectic with the two terrors but great fun!!!!

                                       We've got a new "braaier" in the family

                               On your marks ready CAMP

                               Elephants in the Addo

Glowsticks a winner at night

 

The happy campers

 

 

Watching animals from the hide ( No they where not quiet at all) and yes there was one day an elephant 4 m from us and mommy forget her camera)

 

Then we went to Tsitsikamma one of the beautiful places

My 2 sweathearts xxxxx

On the hang bridge.

 

Lovely pool! to relax! I just took the photo there was NO RELAX

What a wonderful holiday....

 

We want to go camping for a few day, great excitement on this front. Funny how quick I can pack when it’s just me in this house, but with this “help” it took me days and the finish is not even near.

I remember the time I was having a Bday party ( seeing forward to it alot) so I pack 2 pair of high heels which , Me-was-not-in-in-years. Due to constant babysitting 24/7.  And after all, a girl needs some glamour dressing some time.

So when getting dress, the twins was in the shoe bag before we left home so yes the heels was there but one of each!! Which make the choosing very easy .... NO high heels for me!!! I settle for with the usual  flip flops, the only other shoes that was with me that weekend.

Then another time when finally finish  packing my suitcase, it was zip up and I went doing something else, the kids was having  a ball....when I was having alook to see what is  all the fun about.

Yes they unpack the whole suitcase and was giving each a turn  to climb in the suitcase and zip each other.

If they see I have pack their toothbrushes, they  want to brush their teeth!! And as the clothes went into the bags, they told me that is actually what they want to dress for the day.

So the camping will end up in some, just look and see what

             DON'T PRAY FOR AN EASIER LIFE.... PRAY FOR STRONGER WINGS.

Yesterday it was the twins 3th Birthday!!! and wow they 3!!! it's unbelievable!!!

Saturday it was party time!! or must I say chaotic time! the weather did not play with, but what's new. But what matters is the kids have had fun!!!

I made the cake myself ! and for not being a baker... I was very chuff with myself for pulling it off

 

Party time!!

 

They love the firework candles

 

                                                  My sweet little girl!

                                                       My little boy!!!

                                                   Sea theme??? look more than a  wild animal party

                                        everyone together....

Prezzie time!!

 

 

 

 

AND THEN THE ONE THAT MADE THIS ALL POSSIBLE

THE BEST SISTER IN THE WORLD

MY SURO-SUS

 

CAUSE THEY COULD NOT MAKE THE PARTY THEY CELEBRATE IT ON THEIR OWN!!

sad that we don't live near each other!!!!

 

AND EVERY YEAR I GO DOWN MEMORIE LANE AND CAN NOT BELIEVE THE JOURNEY I WAS ON......

 

 

Today 3 years ago the doc inform us that it don’t look as if suro-sus can hang onto the babies any longer and we are in 2 day off to meet our precious little miracles!!

I can still remember all the details! The excitement! Of how we have made it and  at last I will meet my babies. Although it was only 32 weeks I believe with all in me. All will be fine at the end.

I remember how as we step out of the doc place we jump on our phones with Luv..... Pack and come now we are going to be parents soon. Sus let her  hushand know and then our family! And friends, very one was so over joy!!!

And then I start getting so emotional,, cause at dam freaking last!!!! I will be a mommy!!!!

Now 3 years later I am busy with their Bday cake, and all the preps! And the whole day I am so emotional.... I cried through all the baking and icing.

I still cannot believe I am a mother!, I cannot believe that after so many years the try-again paid off!.

Wow this last 3 years went in a blast of so many things. So many happiness,  so many tiredness and so much fun!I love every single sec of this.

And tomorrow they will blow their 3 years old candles!!!!

Geee I love them so MUCH!!!!!!

So cute!

Day off!