Yesterday it was the twins 3th Birthday!!! and wow they 3!!! it's unbelievable!!!

Saturday it was party time!! or must I say chaotic time! the weather did not play with, but what's new. But what matters is the kids have had fun!!!

I made the cake myself ! and for not being a baker... I was very chuff with myself for pulling it off

 

Party time!!

 

They love the firework candles

 

                                                  My sweet little girl!

                                                       My little boy!!!

                                                   Sea theme??? look more than a  wild animal party

                                        everyone together....

Prezzie time!!

 

 

 

 

AND THEN THE ONE THAT MADE THIS ALL POSSIBLE

THE BEST SISTER IN THE WORLD

MY SURO-SUS

 

CAUSE THEY COULD NOT MAKE THE PARTY THEY CELEBRATE IT ON THEIR OWN!!

sad that we don't live near each other!!!!

 

AND EVERY YEAR I GO DOWN MEMORIE LANE AND CAN NOT BELIEVE THE JOURNEY I WAS ON......

 

 

Today 3 years ago the doc inform us that it don’t look as if suro-sus can hang onto the babies any longer and we are in 2 day off to meet our precious little miracles!!

I can still remember all the details! The excitement! Of how we have made it and  at last I will meet my babies. Although it was only 32 weeks I believe with all in me. All will be fine at the end.

I remember how as we step out of the doc place we jump on our phones with Luv..... Pack and come now we are going to be parents soon. Sus let her  hushand know and then our family! And friends, very one was so over joy!!!

And then I start getting so emotional,, cause at dam freaking last!!!! I will be a mommy!!!!

Now 3 years later I am busy with their Bday cake, and all the preps! And the whole day I am so emotional.... I cried through all the baking and icing.

I still cannot believe I am a mother!, I cannot believe that after so many years the try-again paid off!.

Wow this last 3 years went in a blast of so many things. So many happiness,  so many tiredness and so much fun!I love every single sec of this.

And tomorrow they will blow their 3 years old candles!!!!

Geee I love them so MUCH!!!!!!

So cute!

Day off!

 

 

The last 3 month of this year are on me and you day to day calendar is piling up with more and more to do's and parties!!! the beginning of each week now all I see is half of this weeks planning will not get tick off again!!!!

but who the hell cares!!! as long as we have fun....

The worms are still with us, thank goodness the end is near....

I love this hair cut, mommy!!!!!

Building a house in the garden, great fun

Baking rusks with granny!!!

Unpacking for a picnic on a farm

... and boys will be boys.....

We’ve got our first pets in the house!!! And this is great excitement, dad enjoy this new pets the most!!!

Silkworms!!! ( hope this is what you call them in English)

I saw on the internet someone wants to give her away and I was in search for a long time for them. I call my mom it was in their town and ask to go and collect some for me.

Then they were coming with a lift. Luv set the alarm for me to wake and collect them from a lift near the high way.

All geared up I wake  and dress it was very dark still but it did not ring a bell, I don’t always wake this early!. I saw on my way out it was Half past 4. Thinking the clocks battery went. In the car I press the cellphone’s button also half pass 4!!

 

YES!!!!! Luv set the wrong time on the clock! Gee all this for worms!!!!! Kids have def change me !!

I just climb into bed with all my clothes and sleep 2 more hours!.

When the worms arrive at home the kids think this is the best worms ever!!! So the routine at home change to collecting leafs and feeding this all-day-eating-worms-getting-bigger-as-you-read-this.

As  kids I love them and love it when they walk on my hand! Now it give me the creeps, and I can not show the kids this!!!!

Making pony tails for school, W got his back pack on!!

So at last I got the guts to let go a little bit of my gorgeous twins, which I love so much!!!

After the high blood pressure-thing I decided to have a bit of me time and let the twins go to play school!!

This was n enormous-huge-decision to make! For me. But I also know I will have to do it, just get some stuff done at home. I think If I have, had some help during the day I would not have put them in school. , but its’ me and only me at home till Luv get home after work.

Yesterday was their first day at day care. They will go once a week for 1 morning!

So for this last week we have been boosting school getting back packs ready, lunch box, extra clothes and all the rest!. Singing our own school songs of how nice school will be!.

When they woke up........early!!! due to excitement we got ready in no time!( it always took ages) and they wanted their back packs on! So we left early, singing “our-own-school-song” and arrive super early!!! For our first day at school. Yes they were the first!!!!! I don’t think this excitement will last forever, especially not at high school anymore!!!

They run in and start to play and I left.... with no tears and no clinging! I do think emotionally they now at a right place to go.

I was not emotionally or teary! I just needed this break so much.

When I stop at home I see Mr W have took the “Mouse” with but have left it in the car.. this make me emotionally thinking the babies have left the house, and toddlers it will be form now!! “I MISS THE BABIES!!!!!!’

 

Now what did I do on this first day off in 3 years!!

I put on the wax pot and wax my legs, my bikini, my under arms

And lip. This was all due for long time. I look like some one from the stoneage. My legs look more forest-like. Bushy and hairy! It take hours if the kids are with, cause I need to scream every time the wax came off, this is so funny for them. And most times they glue with wax. I tint my eyebrows, do a quick facial, get rid of all the aged skin  ( and there are loads on my feet) summer is here and it’s flip flop time.

Then I bath and wash my hair with my music playing, not barney, fairies or tannie kriekke singing. Then blow dry my hair with now kids that want to sit on my shoulder  IT was H....E...A...V...E..N...!!!

With only n half hour to go before I need to fetch them I make myself a coffee and  dive on to the couch!! And just golden silence round me!!!!

I feel like n new me!!all groomed up!

I got the kids They cry cause they don’t want to go home! So first day at school was great for them. At home they pass out and sleep!!!!!!

And I can’t wait for next Thurday!!!

They so big now, mommy!!!

Proud daddy!!

This is so much fun!

I love clay!!

She have make this tulip in school and sleep with it, play with it, It did not leave her hand ...

 

 

I think my kids are “outing-wise” maybe not out of choice, just because of no one to look at them.

From they were just 2 months old, we pack them everywhere we go. We still went to restaurants, coffee shop, shopping malls, outdoor activities, weekends away, I did took longer to get ready and go but they went with.

There was times where I thought gee this is stupid to do, but we did not want to miss out on all stuff because of kids.

And now nearly 3 years it is just so easy with them!!! And if we go out we left early morning and only get back late when it’s dark. And the twins love it!

We will always try to do something for them, visiting kids-fun-places-which mean-absolute-boring-for-adults-places.

But now where ever we go, sometimes just driving in a street in n near town they scream stop there a nice place! They have direction!!! Gee and this must being seeing roads and places from they were small.

 

Most of time we can just laugh at the things they did!!

Sitting like the queen and king on their chairs!! this is how they like to be transport!

Mrs N gets tired and pass-out in sitting position!

Mr W want to go grocery shopping and at the till pass out for his afternoon nap! and mommy's arm nearly fall off!

They wake on their way home so we stop for swimming and late-lunch!

Kids-stop !!

She want this hair band , and you get hairclips and bands with. She think you don't need to get the tag of and all the other accessories. she walk like this the whole day!! everyone that pass us laugh!! wonder why?? she look like a nut!!

They wanted us to stop to watch road works!! that's maybe the reason why always getting back dark!!