This is me in hospital!!! and guess what not for my arms of legs or anything else but....women stuff!!!!  as you all know my freaking uterus are A BITCH!!!!!!!!

All the babies that think then could enter by uterus need to be wipe out by the dam bitch.... and she if not wiping babies out  monthly she made me bleed nearly till death!! I got periods as heavy as storms!!

I am so ready for this!!!!!!

So after the second ectopic, they put a Mirena in ( its for contraception!!!) but as I need zero contraception mine was put is to minimize my periods!!

Check!!! you can move the emergency caesarean in before me!! I love to wait!!!

....so after the Mirena the bleeding was less( not gone) and then one day "The Bitch" was back, thinking who the hell have intrude me?????  You must be OUT!!!! cause I am a bitch!!! so she start to bleed!!!!!

From December she start, January we ( DR, the kids ( they always with due to lack of babysitter) and me ) took the Mirena out cause at this stage I bleed EVERYDAY!!  I went on the pill , but the bitch is furious!!! and the pill did not work a bit. For four months I BLEED!!!

Yesterday I went for a endometrial ablation! Show they can bomb my lining away!!! and remove a sist!!  Hope this will be the last seen of periods!!!!

They were so glad mom was out and alive!!!! Mom do feel a bit whonkey!

Time fly, don't everyone not knowing that???

In my mind what I see when I look at my kids is this....

but last night when I look at my twins fast asleep I saw..... two huge kids, not babies, not toddlers but two huge, long monsters I not recognize as my babies, and I want to sob!!!!

cause I have just deliver their documents for their new school of next year need for GRADE ONE!!!!!


This is shocking!!!

   NO not my babies!!

I am going to cry my eyes out, my soul will be crash when I saw my babies in school clothes next year.

                                     ... and it's only me that will miss them....

 

 
Yes I was so not on my blog for awhile!! and so much have happen.... we have had school athletics
 
 

and they just love this 3 second race.... and now they need to wait a year to do this again!!.

and it was my Birthday!! 43 yes it look as if I am maturing now!! geez and I don't feel this ancient!!

... and through all of daily stuff we are busy with my BOOK!!!! it took forever but I suppose this is what happen if you want to write a book with twin-tiredness-less sleep-concentrating ect!! not that easy!. This was one late night correcting and double checking!!

                                                             and there was fun times!!

                                and we slip from school with a day with fun with mommy!!

                          and this brave girl did ear piercing for the second time !!

                                                            Mom I did it!!!!

                               and in between I did proof reading again and again and again!!!!!

                    the great news....... we will start the  printing process next week!
                                            exciting and nerve rocking!!!

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The beginning of last year, a car was following me when I came from doing shopping in town. I did not recognize the car and was wondering who the hell this person is, after I made a few ditches to lost the car on my tail.

 

At last when stopping at home a women jump out asking if she can please buy my twin pram! My first reaction was … Are you mad I still used it and I just love my pram!! I know my babies was already 4 years old But… No I am not ready to let go of my pram!!

So I told her we still used it on occasions, ye 3 times this past year ( she don’t need all the info) but I will let her know the moment I was ready to sell it.

Then every now and then she send and text, can I buy the pram, with me saying after the December holiday we will make the call. And I will let her know when.

 

So on the holiday she ask AGAIN!!! As you can see she really WANT MY PRAM.

 Hubby said let it go and me … NO I am not ready!!

 

So then she text me, my kids are going home in a weeks’ time and they want the pram. SO I said! You can have it come and fetch it on the 2 nd of January.

I thought the morning of the 2^nd I am going to put the twins in their pram which I adore and make a last ride and probably ball my eyes out!!.

But the morning of the 2^nd with a house full of sleepover friends at 8 the morning , everyone still in PJ’s I got the call, I and standing infront of your house!

 

What a shock !!!  was mentally prepare for this! My Pram are going to be someone else pram,

I cried with  this people watching me, It was one of the most emotional things to let go after!!!

But my twins are 5 years old and I still think of them as babies!!

SOME FUN xmas pics!

Our sweetea pie just love swimming!!

...we all just want to do kids stuff no matter what age!

we wrap my mom's own bike and put in under the tree!  you can just think all the guessing that went on who's like lucky one getting n bike!! big fun!!

we don't do prezzies only for your kids, put funny things get collect during the year and then pitch underneath the tree........ look what I got!!!!! till now I still don't know what this is!

very surprise!!!

We all got swim caps!!

the whole bunch together

HI you all!!    Welcome back , it's 2017  !! a brand new year. With everything new page to start writing new stories, new inventions, new ideas, new bucket lists.

I always LOVE to start over again , cause at the end of each year it always feel as if you did not get to all you wanted to. So just to start new feels WONDERFUL!

I am very slow out of my blocks, but this year, but I  have so many things up it's sleeve for me that I can not wait.

Hope you all have a balloons fill with excitement, love, happiness and peace this year xxxx