The twins are getting smarter and adorable by the minute! I enjoy them so much and can not think each stage are speeding so fast daily. The stuff they do and the way they think and to see how different they are. I  give them space to develop each their own personality and that's amazing.

They love dressing funny and want to go out like that and I leave them. One day we go to town with swim-towels and one boot on. The next its face paint like cats or pants with second skins, or slippers ( maybe they have sore feet? who will know) some days I just want to laugh!! and they will also laugh about the photos one day!

                                                daddy leave me I look great!

Do you want to dance Sis?? yes they do think they very funny and ( he wanted to dress in her clothes)

                                                        We have so much fun  have together.

                look our nice car, mommy......it's the neighbours brand new walking-aid!!!!

                                                     I am addicted to my family!!!!!

                                     More weekend photos...... playing with suro-sus kids

 Grandpa is watching "lollos" with the twins.

I think Grandpa is loving it the most!

Waiting for breakfast!! ( Nika love funny dressing)

Suro-sus operation went well and she is out of hospital.  this past weekend we have had an party and my parents came to babysit the kids and suro-sus kids come with. My kids though it was heaven to play all the time and last night they fall asleep while I was drying their hair.

                                            Look at the beautiful cookies Ouma brought us

Today Suro-sus need to go for an operation. I know how terrified you can be when you need surgery. So today I am thinking of you Angel-sus and know everything will be fine xxxxxx Love you xxxxx

 

RIP MANDELA

 

 

I always wonder this time of the year why I am so damm irritated? I think mostly because I realize all things I did not get time for this pass year. Things that did not get done.( There are so many) I am piss because of the time I spend with people that did not deserved. I am piss because there was just not time for all my dear friends. I wonder if I did enough for my kids?( although I am 24/7 with them, it always feel not enough) And I wonder why the hell again I give myself NO ME-TIME. I am so due for that.

I am  seeing  so such forward to the holiday. It will be the longest Luv is going to took leave in December ever.  It will be wonderful just to spend time together with the kids and fun time, and to not any routines and just to go with the flow..... I want to laugh! And that happen most times when talking nonsense to my family and good friends. Just yesterday evening me and suro-sus where laughing our souls out for “funny-fam-photos”

And I think I cannot wait for the next year, I have so many plans and life changes for 2014!! I have so many planned I am actually seeing forward to it.

One of my favourite's 

THE MEN-ANGELS OF MY HEART

What a week!!! Last week I was in pain for 2 days  I could not stand, I could not lay, I could not think!

Thursday morning from 3 o’clock I was up walking around in the house due to this pain, I vomit and sweat.... but we have planned  a off day so I drink pain killers and off we went. I went for a haircut ( after months) and took some photos with the kids ( chaos, they did not want to leave their sleeping toys or their bottles!! And Nika just wanted to chill on a couch) and then we did shopping and took the kids for a swim getting home at 20h00.

The pain was back and so I drink pills again. Was up all night and Friday morning I was at a birthday party ( I felt like shit) went home phone the doctor.... Pain was getting worse so Luv fetches me and off we go to my doctor. I just through stuff in the car and there we go. I was so scared it was a cyst again..... Scans show nothing, thanx no theatres for me.  Look like it was my intestines or kidneys giving problems.

So with more painkillers we hit the shops and went to friends.  When we want to drive back( hour and half) at 20h00. The pain was back full force!! And now its this should we stay or go!!! We stay I was too scared to get home and need to drive all the way  back. Thanx to great friends!! It was not planned but we always enjoying seeing for dear friends. xxxx

With loads of pills I passed out in bed, waking with now pain the next morning what a relief!!! Something inside was back to normal again.

 

And then yesterday, Nika is cutting her last teeth, and she start to vomit!! And vomit!! And today she was feeling so weak, shame poor thing!! Hopefully we finish with all these, “sicky-noncense

                                        The beginning of the shoot

                                       Wium have had enough!

                                        .... and Nika hate photos!