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THE MEN-ANGELS OF MY HEART

What a week!!! Last week I was in pain for 2 days  I could not stand, I could not lay, I could not think!

Thursday morning from 3 o’clock I was up walking around in the house due to this pain, I vomit and sweat.... but we have planned  a off day so I drink pain killers and off we went. I went for a haircut ( after months) and took some photos with the kids ( chaos, they did not want to leave their sleeping toys or their bottles!! And Nika just wanted to chill on a couch) and then we did shopping and took the kids for a swim getting home at 20h00.

The pain was back and so I drink pills again. Was up all night and Friday morning I was at a birthday party ( I felt like shit) went home phone the doctor.... Pain was getting worse so Luv fetches me and off we go to my doctor. I just through stuff in the car and there we go. I was so scared it was a cyst again..... Scans show nothing, thanx no theatres for me.  Look like it was my intestines or kidneys giving problems.

So with more painkillers we hit the shops and went to friends.  When we want to drive back( hour and half) at 20h00. The pain was back full force!! And now its this should we stay or go!!! We stay I was too scared to get home and need to drive all the way  back. Thanx to great friends!! It was not planned but we always enjoying seeing for dear friends. xxxx

With loads of pills I passed out in bed, waking with now pain the next morning what a relief!!! Something inside was back to normal again.

 

And then yesterday, Nika is cutting her last teeth, and she start to vomit!! And vomit!! And today she was feeling so weak, shame poor thing!! Hopefully we finish with all these, “sicky-noncense

                                        The beginning of the shoot

                                       Wium have had enough!

                                        .... and Nika hate photos!

I always wonder you wait till it’s this time of year before you want to start finish everything you have just   start when  2013 show his colours.

I am busy with all that did-not-do-stuff!!!

We have made a few changes in our home for better organizing and more order in this “House of Chaos”

Lately after two years I have time to do some gardening at last. And with all the rain we have had ,my garden are looking great again. There is still loads of work but we have start. The “WE” are me and my two helpers. They just love to be outside and planting and working in the garden.

The part they enjoy most is watering everything

 

 

Sometimes things just pop up in your life, that open up long time memories and thoughts.

Last week was one of those weeks...like one of my friends always say at parties the women can only talk or must I say moan about their kids ( they mostly not even look after all the time) their house helpers ( who mostly do all the stuff they  suppose to do) and their Husbands!!  These are mostly boring to me to listen at. And if they pregnant it’s like a FULL BLAST TRADAGY in their life. I must listen to they had bad the 2 months struggling to get knock !!!! How extremely nausea they are!! And the tiredness. Poor shame idiots!! And it was there decision to get pregnant, but now it’s all this moan. This poor baby must feel like a total failure doing this to poor stupid mommy.

 

 

I was reading an article a girl writes for a magazine.  With her first pregnancy she sleep the whole day ( yes she don’t work or anything it’s only then when you can sleep all day) and now the baby is 18 months and she is pregnant again( planned) and now she don’t have time to sleep ALL DAY and its not right to the new born, so she is getting someone to look after baby then she can sleep! ( Have you ever) and she is complaining all the way. Do this ass ever think that there are millions of other girls how need to work all day, still need to do things at home and have other kids at home and they pregnant too. They cope and enjoy life. Why do you want to be pathetic?? And a sorry-suzy?? Shame, these poor kids to have mothers like these!! I can only say good luck!!

It’s while listening to talks like this when I think of years of struggling, heaps and heaps of hormonal meds that get pumping into you. The nausea of weeks ( and it’s not due to pregnancy) the hours and hours spend at waiting rooms. The days and days you need to sit out in life because you busy with treatment.

Please just be grateful if life, have give you the easy-baby-card and enjoy the most wonderful miracle that life can give you.

All the effort to get this two, was all worth it!!!

 ...and then I stay with my parents on the farm for 3 days!! The kids were having a bliss!!!

with Grandpa on the tractor

very smart in her own "car"

can you see the kids in grandma's VERY colourful décor?

Lunch time!

very tired after an outing!!