Believe

Tomorrow me and suro-sus will do our 2^nd Beta test to see if our beta’s have climb to where they need to be now. I will do mine 8h  just to get it over with and suro-sus will do hers at 12h and then the wait.

I really hope with everything in me that Suro-sus beta will be sky-high through the ceiling. Because she is the super-one with the best change for us ever having a baby.

I, on the other hand are just so risky to be pregnant, it’s my 9^th time and if I read it ,it sounds ridiculous. 9^th times pregnant and  NO BABY yet???? And every time I believe this must be my time some or other time my luck must change, and then I just start to bleed. The moment a got a + I start to bleed. I don’t know if my body think that’s maybe how things are suppose to work???

Normal girl got pregnant and the  baby follow, me got pregnant and a miscarriage follow ( not exciting at all)

So , yes you are right…..I have start to bleed!!!  So my changes are so little, but Suro-sus pregnancy make this a lot better, so for tomorrow may she hit the roof!!!!!

Please !!!!!please!!!!! please!!!!