When I wake
after the op, it felt like heaven!! The devastating pain was gone, thank
goodness. I was soooo cold they put ,
what I call , hot-vacuum on me. I got to my room and see its late, I must have been gone, a long time.
I was so
nausea....and the sister to slow with a bucket!!! You can just think, what
happen next. I ask them to help me to the bathroom, to get me wash; I was
drench in blood and vomit. I saw myself in the mirror and thought Geeeewhizz
you look terrible and your body.... so
pale. They help me so nicely to get washed holding me by my sides and help to
get my panty on ( always feel better when you got your panties on, and a
T-shirt ( no PJ’s we pack in such a rush!)
In my bed I
order food, after all I did not eat anything that day! And then the sleep hit
me.....OO so nice!
Where are
the twins??? On our way , I phone a dear friend...are you home??? My family are
going to crash with you tonight. It was so nice knowing Luv and die kids are
staying with them , because they are always so willing to help, thank you
xxxxxxxx ( I think in future if they see my number on their screen they will
think twice before picking up.
And I know
Luv is hands-on, he help with everything so I did not worry a inch. I know he
will cope. He have pack there bedding and clothes, bottles even there favourite
sleeping toys!
It did feel
funny not having him around when I wake, but we are a family now, things work
out differently.
Next morning
doctor Sweat Heart come, shame after me
he did and birth on the next door town, poor man must have hit his pillow very
late that night. He said.....”it was a bad ectopic that ruptured on a very bad
place, the egg must have travel a long way and just missed the uterus, it rapture
near the uterus so he remove abit of that too!!it took over 1hour and a half
hours! So both tubes are gone now! And its the end...........
I got out of
the hospital and need to stay in town till the next day. The next day we went
to my mother and father, because suro-sus is also there . Then everyone can
help Luv with the twins, I was lying down most of time and cannot pick them up.
Thank you so
much for everyone helping Luv with the twins, everyone that help to get them to
sleep, feed them and play with them, everyone that bring us food its so nice
and its always nice to see how friends is there for us. We are at home with
abit of chaos, Luv got flu over the weekend, ( I think he is on burnt-out-level
and I am just floating, and the twins are getting their first tooth...
C, I am so sorry for your loss. You speak so lightly of what I can only imagine must have been a terrible ordeal and another heartbreaking loss. Sending you big hugs and wishing you a very speedy recovery
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