Geez!! This is one thing that flip this house if, someone gets sick!!!.

First Mr W  gets fever blisters in his throat, which you can only think is dam pain full and so sore. He could not eat or drink and was edge’s all day long!. He wants all my attention, but then Mrs N wants her part as well!.

So most of the days the competitions for mommy’s-attention was ON!! This can be draining!!

 Then Luv got flu just after that!! So there goes my extra help after 5!! And last Thursday I wake up with zero voice!  and so the twins start to whisper... this was so funny!! And the weekend I got the flu!!! In 5 years I was not so sick ever! I just wanted to die.

With no help, it was so hard on me to take care of everything around the house and take care of the kids!. There were days when I just wanted to sleep, I have got no energy. But with kids in the house this a far fetch thought!! They open my eyes the moment it close, with words....”NO sleeping mommy”!!! come and play!!! And the times I just felt they can do what ever just leave me alone, they swing like tarzan my curtains out of the rails.

I know they get bored with their sick parents so I took them out to play and then I hang for dear life unto the pillars, look more drunk than sick,while they having fun.

Shame but when they come and ask, mommy sick? And give me a kiss, my heart melts!!! I love them so much!!!!

We have had such a great weekend. It was suro-sus daughter’s 5 th bday! I went for some routine visit. Then it was party time a “glamour party” it was a real girly-party with dresses and make-up and nail polish. It was some of that parties that begin as ladies and end like hooligans. Wium was the only boy ( don’t think he even recognized it cause all he cares is the friends.

I also meet up with a few school friends which always are so nice, some I know for 34 years!!!!

And then we went to the days of the dinosaurs, which the kids think was unbelievable!!

Having fun !

Make-up booth!

Nika did not take this dress off for two days

 

Suro-sus and me! all dress up!

 

Sus and me

All together.

Wow!! the dino's

watching the 3d

the highlight of the weekend!

My kids got each and every dam teeth with “DRAMA” !!

I did not got one free ticket. When it first start I thought I do have twins, I have a 50/50 change, one will got their teeth easy and the other one will suffer, but never in my life I then know that both will struggle their ass off getting their teeth.

Each time it took forever and ever, and every time there was high fever of over 40 ! which means there was times where they past out and I need to put them in front of a fan or air con! An in winter time I remember sleeping under a warm duvet with extra clothes on plus a warm water bottle, with a baby next to me in just a diaper because of the fever!

                                Look we have all our teeth!

Many time we have been spray with vomit, due to teeth that is on the way.

They have had runny tummy every time for days!! And burning bums, which most of times bleed!. Funny how you got so used to it! And the worse you think it’s normal!

                                         Blowing celebration candles!

Wium got his last one in December  Nika finally, at last got her last aswell 3 weeks ago!! I always said that the moment they got all their teeth we will have a teeth-party to celebrate this big event!.

 

This past Friday we did the celebration in all it’s glory with a “TEETH MONSTER CAKE” and play date friends. The kids love this”extra party” and I am just so glad this horrible time in my life is gone !!!

                                         our little tooth-monster

Sometimes I wonder how will I ever get everything done which I so much want to get done. Or when ever will I get a change to be creative EVER again. Defiantly difficult when you are a stay-at-home-mom with no help till dad arrive. But  I want to miss anything  the twins do???  NO!!  It’s like a love-hate-thing. I want me-time and I want twin-time all day long!

And if  I look at them and see how dam quickly they getting bigger by the day. I want to scream STOP!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!

Every week I think it’s getting better, but every week have new challenges.

First there was a time when you need to be all time at there side when they play outside. Then it’s getting better when they can do stuff themselves and then just when you think they okay and you can sit and page through a magazine!!! The moment you look up..... they on the spot of riding there bike down the slide!!!

It is a big responsibility to keep my most precious miracles in one piece !

...and then after 10 years of infertily.... loads of stress and dramas... and I did cope much of the time. Twins were born, we survive NICU, cope with the first year with no help like experts ( just can not remember anything accept tiredness!) get them to crawl, walk, climb, sing and dance and destroying our “new” chaotic home..

And then we at a stage where kids sleep till morning with no wake-ups (did not think that will ever again in this life happen!!! We have good night sleeps!! Only wake up for Pee-breaks. I  have more time for my-stuff, so after all these years 3 months ago... I RELAX!!!!!

Now I think the biggest mistake of my life!! I am a ALL-TIME-HIGH girl!! Action is what I love on!!! But I RELAX!!

And I feel shit!!! I am extremely tired!!( maybe of all the sleep?) exhaust when I walk to the phone, 4 steps?( maybe I just need some exercise??) My head are pounding with headaches ( maybe I just need a chiro visit?) but then one night something happen I was so furious of someone lies!!! ( people who lie never ever stop it’s a disease!!) it’s not LUV!! If you have wonder. And I flip!! It felt as if I got a stroke! This is how furious I was!!

I went to bed and need to do relaxing exercise just to calm me down!  After that trigger I felt shit!

And 3 days after that I went to get my blood pressure check.. with the words.... you need to see a doctor as in NOW!!! You blood pressure are extremely HIGH!!! What a shock!!

So the last month I am trying to get it under control!! And I am on medication!! It was so cool to be meds-free form 3 years now!!!!

I must say I feel ancient!!! Maybe my body was to use to that high gear life, relaxing just put her of her trolley!!!

 

 

 

 

Why do kids just love birthday parties?? May because it just super fabulous exciting... bit if you too small you just don’t understand the wait!! You need to wait a year for you next party.

The twins just love “happy b-day’s” as they call it!

I did not ask them what cakes they want this year, because Wium will take a dog-cake again!!!! And Nika a pink Rabbit!!

So I decided what the next party theme will be, but they saw the pic and ask?? So I said it’s for your “happy Bday” and now I wonder if I will ever see the end of this next two months!!!

They asking all the time when we are going to bake the cake?? Freaking hell-bells!! So this morning we bake blue cup cakes and I put candles in and we sing and blow.... millions of times!!!!!!!! They don’t mind presents, it’s the singing and blowing that is the big issue for them.

And for the last year if anyone ask Wium how old he is, he said without an blink of a eye.... 5!!! So 5 he will be and everyone think there is something wrong with the boy!!!!

 

Busy baking their cake.

 

the big blow!!

The after party was not so great!!

 

                                   Racing on their favourite horse  'MINE"

It is  mine !! NO!! Its mine!! NO Its Mine!!!!

NO!!!!!!! Its mine!!!!! No!! Its mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

This is what I am listening to ALL day! The twins want their own everything, not wanted to give any part of what they think is theirs, to their brother or sister.

It’s ridiculous!! Cause they have mostly two of everything so while making a sandwich, preparing two at the same time , it’s mine you hear!!

Giving them something to drink, it’s MINE!!!

And then it’s not that they take the other’s stuff, they just want them to know it’s theirs!!!!

I think they have realized the word MINE and it’s a game now!!!!

To see their personalities develop at this stage is strange!! Everything have change and so different. I think they have now figuring out who they will be in life!! And this  I can tell you!!!!!

I have the North Pole on the one side and the South on the other!!!!!!!

They walk like this the whole day!!